Thoughts Running Through my Head

Ever just feel like crying?

I hate it when I get like that, there could be nothing at all bothering me and well, I just feel like I should be crying.

Stupid, I know.

So I fucked up pretty big on my presentation for class. Oh yeah and I'm susposed to be the one presenting for a big competition. They should probably just pull me from my event.

It's only been three weeks of classes and already I have no time for anything. Sometimes I wish I had a normal life.

What is normal, and who sets the standards for it? Really why is one thing typical over another, because it's done by the masses? I just wish there weren't these ideals of normalicy, what's right and wrong in other peoples eyes. This is why I'm known for being a little bit crazy. I don't tend to give a damn about what other people think of me. I'd rather be happy and having fun, then be worried about what someone might be thinking. Now if only I could apply this to all aspects of my life.

I still think about things, as much as I try not to, most days there's some kind of memory floating through my sub conscious.

Really with all of my "adventures" it's no wonder I'm a far cry from any semblence of normalicy.

Life would be boring if I didn't live it the way I do, and I hate monotony.






"Take me for what I am, who I was meant to be. And if you give a damn take me baby, or leave me."